Diya Demam??

Alahai... Sikecik ni demam ker.. Lately ader lah jugak dia demam tapi tak lah merisaukan sangat. Lebih kurang dalam sehari dua je dan itu pun takder lah panas sgt.  Tapi malam tadi memang panas! Just by sleeping beside her I can feel hear body heat; bahang betul!
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Nak kejut bangun rasa tak sampai hati pulak bila tengok dia tido lena macam tu. Shes not sweating tapi bahang badan dia memang terasa. Kalau tak kejut bangun makan ubat and basahkan kepala nanti bahaya pulak dibiarkan panas macam tu jer.. Should I just rush to the emergency nearby? Or don't panic and calm down.. ‘mau ka tak mau ka’ I kejut jugak dia bangun and suapkan ubat while her eyes are still closed! Later I took face towel, wet them with cold tap water and start to sponge her head and body.. It is already 3.30am and im still awake sponging her. Watching her in deep sleep, mengigau sikit-sikit and panas badan keeps me thinking.. Now all those scary thoughts came into mind.. What if anything happens to Diya? What will do? How will I live? Ish ish ish... I better not think to that extend. She should be ok lah, demam ‘nak pandai’ jer tu kot?

Mumy wish you fast recovery sayang, I will always be here next to you..