Friday 11 September 2009

Mac book!!!!



Oowwww… how I want sooo much a piece of this!!! Boleh jadik giler la siang malam asik fikir nak beli laptop Mac nih!!! Well… kecanggihannyer lebih kepada mereka2 yang banyak menggunakan perisian grafik, maknanyer people with graphic media background la… advertising people, graphic designer, photographer… setakat org mcm I nih tak sesuai kot nak pakai product Mac ni? Berangan mmg la almost everynight but again for basic user like myself is worth it for me to get one? Should I? well as for myself selalunyer I pakai Microsoft windows… dari sekolah la katakan dah diajar pakai windows… normally I would use computers for internet surfing, use word for all my writings, simple picture software for photo editing and most important is my laptop MUST be very light because I carry it with me all the time, in the house mostly eheheeh… outside I would just use my phone but soon when Diya started schooling so I can start to hangout at cafes while waiting for her… I plan to write… specialize on food. Anything that I like or don’t like... so I was thinking to get a brand new macbook… Do I need one?


Wednesday 2 September 2009




I am so scared of loosing you baby… The more you grow more I learn to grow with you and more scared I am of loosing you… will I? Ever? Every time I watch the news, read papers or even listened to stories from others; I became more scared of the world that you are living in… every time you get sick or not well... I always blame myself, what I did or didn’t do... did I forgot to do this or that? Every time you won’t behave well... I will think again what did I do wrong? Did I not teach you right?

Last night you went down the stairs in the middle of the night all by yourself while all I was sleeping; maybe you were sleepwalking or just didn’t notice I was right beside you all the time and started to look around for me till you went to the kitchen by yourself! I thought I had lost you when I wake up hearing a baby’s cry far downstairs and you weren’t beside me. I really thought I had lost you!